The cover image is from the scene my wife arranged to celebrate my birthday. It was a huge surprise 💋
The traces of the heart mean that the footprints of the soul flow with the shadow, recording, tracing, and reflecting on one's inner world. At the same time, interesting information seen each week is recommended.
Confucius said: "At fifteen, I set my heart on learning; at thirty, I stood firm; at forty, I had no more doubts; at fifty, I knew the mandate of heaven; at sixty, my ear was obedient; at seventy, I could follow my heart's desire without transgressing the norm." The "standing firm" at thirty that Confucius mentioned refers to a conscious or relatively clear understanding and awareness based on society and oneself. It is a self-awareness awakening. Nowadays, it mostly refers to starting a family and establishing a career, becoming the pillar of a family. However, in today's society, people face pressures from all aspects, and it is not easy to reach this level before the age of thirty.
Delaying for another month#
The first time I delayed was after the Chinese New Year when I came to work. There was a particularly urgent demand that required a demonstration to the client at a specified time, focusing on this part. I had to work overtime on Sunday, even though I had to work the whole day. I worked until 1 a.m. when I got home. Although some functions were not fully developed, it didn't affect the demonstration.
In the second week, something happened that affected my mentality. In April last year, I had someone punch in for me, but I took a day off after I arrived that day. In the end, I was punished. It was disheartening, but there was nothing I could say.
Sadness#
It's really like inviting trouble. One day in the early morning, I received a call from my mom. I knew something bad was going to happen. She said on the phone that my dad suddenly had a problem walking, so I hurried back and took him to the emergency room. The preliminary diagnosis was a minor stroke, but because we missed the optimal four-hour window for thrombolysis, we could only do various tests and observations.
I thought it was just a minor symptom, thinking that he's still relatively young, in his fifties. But the next day, the condition gradually worsened. His left hand and left leg were both injured to varying degrees. He could feel his left hand, but he couldn't control it. He will need rehabilitation training in the future, and it would be best if he can recover to a similar state as before the illness. It's all because of smoking, drinking, high blood sugar, and accumulated fatigue over time. Now he can rest for a while.
Games#
I recently started playing "I'm Surrounded by Beautiful Girls," which was the top game on Steam last year. It's my first time playing this type of game, and it's different from "Detroit: Become Human." Overall, it feels somewhat sci-fi, maybe because it's too short, and the plot develops too quickly, making it somewhat unrealistic. If I really have to choose one (bushi, you actually got chosen), considering the background of being in debt, Shen Huixing and Li Yunsu are the best choices.
I also subscribed to a YouTube Premium family plan, which is quite useful.
I can't delay anymore starting this week.
Recommendations#
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🎬 Books, Movies, and Music#
- Finished reading: "To Kill a Mockingbird" | ★★★★☆
- Finished reading: "Litchi in Chang'an" | ★★★★☆
- Finished watching: "The Annual Meeting Must Not Stop" | ★★☆☆☆
- Finished watching: "Zhou Chu Eliminates Three Evils" | ★★★★☆